Where Bluebirds Fly (Synesthesia-Shift Series) Read online

  “Maybe it wasn’t meant to be?”

  He screamed. “I don’t believe that. Not for a minute! I…can’t believe that.”

  Truman grabbed a sleeping bag, shoving it under his arm.

  “What will you do?”

  Truman stopped, finally taking in his friend’s expression, which had gone as bleak and stark as he felt inside.

  “You already have a replacement lined up. Just pretend I’m not here.”

  “Where—”

  “I’m sleeping by the door. I’m not moving till it opens.”

  * * *

  Mistress Putnam’s two hands connect with my chest in a hard shove. “Where have you been, Verity? Been in league with the dark one, this many weeks?” Her eyes drop to my middle. “Perhaps you increase with his child, now?”

  Her eyes glow with a manic tint. It was the illness, to condemn.

  Show no fear.

  If they sense a droplet of fear—a judging frenzy, like a shark’s bloodlust—will ensue.

  “No—I—”

  Mistress Putnam lunges, pushing with all her weight behind it. My boot entangles with a foot warmer, and I sprawl.

  “Where is John? Does he still live? Please tell me he lives?”

  “That warlock be no concern of yours! You might worry about your own neck! It shall snap soon enough.”

  I wince. “Where is he? Where is he?” I stand up, fist raised, ready to strike. “Where is he, you evil, self-righteous—”

  “Verity!” Mercy’s trembling voice stops me. “John still lives. He be awaiting trial.”

  Mistress Putnam strikes her across the cheek.

  I raise my fist again, and an iron grip wraps around it. “You…shall not strike you mistress. What has happened to you, girl?” Master Putnam wraps my arm behind my back, till my wrist is between my shoulder blades.

  “Ahh!”

  “Walk, Verity.” He shoves me out into the snow, walking down the road, to town. To my death.

  “I do not deserve to die! The devil is not here, master. Listen to me, I have seen the future.”

  He shoves my arm further up my back and I scream. “Divination. More heresy. Your depravity knows no bounds, girl.”

  “No—that’s not what I mean. I can’t see the future—”

  I will not go quietly. I now know I will have rights someday—or my descendants will. I stamp my boot against his toe.

  “Ah! You little tartar!”

  I feel his fingers loosen. I kick his shin and bolt.

  To the corn.

  * * *

  Chapter 23

  Truman drops the sleeping bag on the bridge’s apex and paces.

  “I have to get it together.”

  He jogs down the planks, heading into the rows. Surely if the wretched door is about to open, he will hear some indication. See the second moon in the sky.

  Dusk is falling and his mind keeps taunting him.

  What will you do if you cannot see her again?

  “I don’t know.”

  The fact is plain, he’s forever altered. If he can’t save her—he will have to start again.

  In everything. His whole life.

  He bites the inside of his cheek to keep from screaming.

  One bluebird has arrived. It tries to land on his trainer.

  “What the—?”

  Somewhere far off, the music begins, like a badly tuned radio.

  Another bird arrives and another. A row of them are sitting on the corn like a bizarre string of animated party lights.

  He follows them, and they sing in approval.

  He’s back at the bridge. And…

  His stomach plummets.

  The journal is back at the apex.

  He flies up the boards and they shiver, alive once more. His shaking hands crack it open.

  ~ ~ ~

  Oh, my love. Where have you gone? I lost you, along the way. I fear it’s over, True. I’ve escaped. But it’s freezing. I have no shelter. My hands…the flesh is changing in the cold. I cannot stay awake. I will not survive the night. Remember me, True. Please—don’t give up your search. Love exists. Live your life, give away your heart—but keep a tiny portion, only for me. I’ve given you all of mine. Know that its last beats sounded your name.

  * * *

  Hands lift me roughly as someone haphazardly tucks me into his chest. I don’t care. I’m so grateful for the warmth. I can no longer feel my left hand. It’s like someone cut it from me and cast it aside.

  A frantic thought cuts through my dark mind. I peer behind him, looking for the journal.

  Tears leak down my cheeks and I smile. “It went through. It went through.” My voice is a whisper.

  “She’s mad.” The man carrying me proclaims.

  “She knows full well her mind.” Constable Corwin. “Don’t let her feminine figure addle your mind.”

  I laugh quietly. I’m no longer afraid of him. I’ve accepted I’ll die. Hate has replaced the fear. I’m not sure which is worse.

  “Where is my brother?”

  “You will see him soon enough.”

  We enter Salem Town. Crowds upon crowds follow behind us, trying to catch a glimpse of me.

  It’s so ridiculous. I, who was once invisible, now cannot hide anywhere. The center of attention.

  A house, our destination, looms ahead. I memorize the position of the entrance; the direction, the number of doors.

  We enter the house rumored to sit atop the Witch Dungeon.

  We follow Corwin’s back down a dank staircase.

  Manacles, chains, iron. Extra stocks litter the entryway.

  My heart shudders as I stare at the prisoner’s faces. Their eyes are dead as they’ve already given away their hope.

  “Verity! Oh, laws, Verity!”

  “John!”

  I am coming apart. My heart falls to pieces. I am crying and ranting and my hands are fluttering as my fingers splay to touch him.

  Corwin shoves me into the cell beside him.

  My hands instantly grasp both of his. He’s crying. I’m crying. I stare so gratefully into those chocolate brown eyes.

  “Your joy will be short-lived.”

  But I barely hear him. His voice is far away and unimportant.

  “Oh, John. Just stay close, as close to me as you can.”

  He snuggles up to the bars between us and I wrap my arms about him as best I can manage.

  Somewhere, the jail door clangs shut.

  * * *

  The journal is strapped to his chest with a piece of leather from the barn he’s fashioned into a carrier.

  The sleeping bag isn’t touching the cold, and his body convulses. He can no longer cry.

  He’s numb, now. Which is better. His mind’s closed off his emotions—keeping them at bay like a rabid dog.

  He slips the sleeping bag onto the bridge and crawls inside it. His mind and body are exhausted from the emotional thrill ride of the past twenty-four hours.

  He closes his eyes, unsure if he should sleep.

  The birds linger unnaturally despite the cold, like bright-blue sentries all around the bridge.

  Will the sound of it opening wake me?

  He knew he would be unable to keep his eyes open. He was spent.

  He stopped fighting, but not listening. Night breezes rose, whipping his hair, breathing across his face.

  Whispers, snippets of conversations were like points in space, all around his head, by his feet. Like the disembodied voices have returned.

  Fire in the hole!

  The baby is gone, Miss.

  It isn’t time yet.

  Jameson, where are you?

  The trial be set for the Montagues; two days time.

  His eyelids instantly snapped open. He sat straight up, whipping his head toward the door. It shimmered like crusted ice, backlit by sunshine. Sunshine from Verity’s side.

  * * *

  Chapter 24

  He plunged into the door. It welcomed him, it seemed
.

  Instead of fractured ice, it now felt like swimming in a warm pool. His body tumbled over and over and he closed his eyes against the force tugging at his face.

  He landed—hard, biting his tongue as his face connected with the boards on the other side of the bridge.

  Truman patted himself all over, feeling as if disembodied bits of him might still be in the cornfield back home. He was face down in the snow and utterly frozen. He shot to sitting, his head swiveling in every direction. She was nowhere.

  “Verity.” He whispered her name like a promise.

  Screaming for her, a lowly servant girl would only call undue attention to himself.

  The nagging fear seemed to mock, I told you so.

  Happiness is not for you.

  Pulling out the map, he located Ingersoll’s Ordinary and headed immediately in that direction. He quickly dusted the snow off his trousers. He would need immediate shelter against the frigid, falling temperatures.

  He located the establishment quickly and slogged, head down against the wind, as quickly as his feet could carry him through the knee-deep snow.

  Upon reaching it, he took a deep breath, pushing the heavy door open with a creak. The dark place smelled musty, and a woman of indeterminate age eyed him warily from behind the bar. Her body was stocky and sturdy and her face a ruddy, healthy complexion—but the lines suggested she’d seen her fair share of sunrises.

  “Might I help you, Good sir?”

  “Yes, I need lodging.”

  “You are new to Salem? We do have one open. Might I inquire your name?”

  “Truman Johnstone.”

  She led him to the room, up the staircase without much fuss. A shout sounded from downstairs, and she bustled away. Closing the door after her, Truman placed the single bag he’d brought to the ground. He dropped to his knees, checking for loose floorboards. One lifted up near the bed, and he stowed the small bag beneath it.

  The owner most likely knows every loose board in the place, but it gives me peace of mind, just the same.

  He walked back down to the common room, where men and women congregated, eating and drinking.

  He was about to step outside and head for the Putnam farm, when a snippet of conversation caught his ear.

  “When is John Montague to hang, then?”

  “Tomorrow at noon. His sister, Verity, has returned. I’ve heard it won’t be long for her, either. As soon as Anne, Jr. saw her, she said Verity’s spectral self was tormenting her—pinching her and sitting on the high beams inside the Putnam household. And those little bluebirds were feeding betwixt her fingers.”

  The woman looked bemused. “Really? I never took Verity for a witch. I mean, her looks are odd, what with that dark red hair and those strange eyes. But she seemed a sweet girl.”

  “The devil prefers sweet. The innocent be susceptible to corruption. Remember, the black man transforms himself into an angel of light! His darkness may not appear frightful; he might have promised her riches. I mean, what chance does a girl like her have? She will serve all of her days, which will be short in number, no doubt.”

  A cold chill stole up Truman’s neck.

  I must hurry.

  He departed the tavern, back out into the swirling snow.

  Walking down the road, he was glad he had enough forethought to bring the handgun. And that Ram had forced him to learn to use one.

  He was alone, and felt completely vulnerable walking down the side of the road. An easy target.

  Moonlight bounced off the snow, throwing flecks of light into the darkness. It was beautiful. The vast acres glittered like an endless field of crushed diamonds. Farmlands stretched as far as the eye could see, all dowsed in a blanket of white.

  It looks like a Currier and Ives painting.

  He checked his map after a quarter hour, confirming the house before him was the Putnam’s.

  He strode to the door and knocked loudly, aware this was a breach of etiquette with the hour, but unable to contain himself.

  Fear for Verity was breathing down his back like a rabid animal.

  A man opened the door. “May I help you?”

  Truman noted the shotgun in his hand.

  “Yes. Are you Good Sir Putnam?”

  “Aye.”

  “I have some business I would like to discuss with you. About your servant, Verity Montague.”

  Putnam’s eyebrow rose in question. He stepped aside to permit him entry to the kitchen, where a fire roared.

  Putnam folded his arms. “What about Verity?”

  “I’m sure you were aware of her absence of late. I found her, wandering and confused. My household servants nursed her back to health, and I found her quite useful. I’m wanting to purchase her from you.”

  “That is unfortunate. But Verity is to be tried for witchcraft. They’ve already taken her into custody. ’Tis a shame, the number of youth corrupted by The Man in Black.” He shook his head.

  A blast of pain erupted in his chest, leaving behind something more terrifying—a charred space, devoid of feeling. He face fell—he tried to harden it, but his mouth kept twitching. The man’s expression gave no indication he was lying. His coloring was a dark yellow, with the characteristic Salem-red line beneath it.

  “She is at the jail, then?” He’d managed to keep the tremble out of his voice.

  “Yes, The Witch Dungeon, awaiting her trial.”

  He stepped out of the house, back into the snow and trotted until he was sure he was out of sight of the house.

  He broke out into a flat out sprint.

  * * *

  Think man. Don’t feel.

  His head felt thick and stupid, stuffed with the white clouds floating overhead. He’d considered a million scenarios during his totally sleepless night. Terror kept choking his wits, suffocating rational thoughts.

  It was almost noon, he’d been walking since sun-up, trying to devise a plan. He’d arrived back at Ingersol’s, and decided it was as good a place as any to begin.

  The tables were filling up, so he sat at the bar.

  He focused on the people in the room, listening intently, watching their expressions.

  His senses gunned into overdrive. He absently felt his fingers worrying Verity’s locket, hidden in his pocket. His eyes darted from table to table.

  A man’s mouth trembled, with a tic, “I’ll pay ya’ next week Charles, for certain.” Lie.

  A woman’s eyes fluttered in flirtation at the large man beside her. “No, I’m not married, good sir.” Her brow crinkled into tight, lined, rows of flesh. Liar.

  Stop it. Block them out. Verity, oh God help me, Verity.

  He eavesdropped on snippets of conversations, searching for the names he needed—Constable Corwin being his prime interest.

  He racked his brain to remember days and dates of the witch trials. He knew most of the hangings occurred in summertime. He wished fervently for his BlackBerry and a World Wide Web connection to fact-check.

  He fingers stroked the locket in his hand, like a worry stone. So it was back to this? Only dreaming of her—not having her. White-hot anger colored his face and he ground his teeth.

  No, I will die trying. I can’t live with only the memory of her.

  He motioned for the bar keep to come near. “Is that Constable Corwin, then?”

  She raised a suspicious eyebrow. “Yes. ’ho’s askin’?”

  An idea struck him. “Johnstone. I’m from Andover, sent by the court to record the names of the accused, along with their symptoms, and report back. We’re having a spot of trouble ourselves, and are comparing the afflicted in affected towns.”

  Her face blossomed into a smile, removing ten years from it. “All right, then. Constable Corwin?”

  His name tasted like lemons, tangy but bitter in his mouth.

  The man across the room looked wary, but rose and walked toward them.

  For the first time in his life, Truman fully focused on his ‘difference’. Most of his life was
spent blocking it, just living with it, but he was desperate for any small advantage that would lead him to Verity.

  The man’s color was an odd combination. A carrot pious orange on the outside, with an under-layer he felt to be a forest colored confusion. Only traces of the Salem-red appeared.

  Of course not. He controls the outcome for so many lives, here. Who will live, who will die.

  The barmaid introduced him, and stated his purpose to the man.

  The constable didn’t look wholly convinced. Truman was certain the man would ferry a representative to Andover to check his story, the second he was out of sight.

  “So, you are recording the ailments then?”

  “Yes, sir. And if you do not mind, Constable, I would like to begin as soon as possible.”

  Emotional waves exuded from his every pore, and Truman sensed the partial distrust—but not outright. His every move was being evaluated.

  He honed his ability, the focus narrowing to a tunnel, ending in Corwin’s face. The single lift of the man’s eyebrow ricocheted off the inside of his brain, emitting a flowing trail of geometric patterns, and colored emotions.

  He reeled with the impact, and gritted his teeth.

  Sequences appeared, in the man’s dialogue, and his mind shifted, analyzing Corwin’s movements and automatically categorizing them, like a mental spreadsheet, against every other person and similar emotion he’d ever seen or felt.

  He swallowed hard, he felt like a bloody computer. He pictured a stream of analog numbers spiraling on a desktop screen. Only his were minute mannerisms.

  “Good sir?”

  Truman popped out of his absorption. “Yes, let’s begin immediately.”

  * * *

  Chapter 25

  As Corwin led Truman down the dank stairwell, Truman’s heart beat wildly in his chest. The witch dungeon. It did exist, after all. Historians debated its very existence.

  The stench burned his nose as they descended the rickety staircase. Large, wet stones echoed their footfalls as a rat swept past in his peripheral vision. His boots tramped through an inch of water. He shivered, imagining all the diseases swimming in the fetid pools, ready and waiting to germinate in their unwilling human hosts.